i saw you this morning. you were moving so fast. can’t seem to loosen my grip on the past. and i miss you so much. there’s no one in sight. and we’re still making love in my secret life. i smile when i’m angry. i cheat and i lie. i do what i have to do to get by. but i know what is wrong, and i know what is right. and i’d die for the truth in my secret life. hold on, hold on, my brother. my sister, hold on tight. i finally got my orders. i’ll be marching through the morning, marching through the night, moving cross the borders of my secret life. .i bite my lip. i buy what i’m told: from the latest hit, to the wisdom of old. but i’m always alone. and my heart is like ice. and it’s crowded and cold in my secret life.